Some thoughts that I journaled today in light of the full moon 🌕 (becoming aware of thoughts, cleansing, and bringing in new thoughts to reach a higher vibration)
Something that’s helped me strengthen my relationship with the universe this year is : SURRENDERING to the OUTCOMES of my goals to the Universe.
✨How I’ve done this inner work✨
1) I became aware of the thoughts and emotions that were getting in the way of surrendering the outcome. I identified mine as control and obsessiveness. I realized that I’ve always wanted to have control of every single situation (and what other people do too). I was also obsessive about making the outcome of the future perfect.
2) I became aware of every single time I thought, said, or heard someone else say “things should be like this”. The moment I became aware of this I was able to shift this thought and immediately recognized an energy shift in myself. I no longer felt like I was fighting myself or the universe.
3) I realized that my need for control was rooted in fear. Since I’ve always tried to control certain things from happening in the future I became aware that this fear stemmed from bad things that I didn’t have control over in my childhood. I was trying to make up for things I couldn’t control at that time by trying to control them now. I have been working on my faith that things will be okay and will pass through meditation and affirmations consistently
4) I have accepted that situations will workout themselves, answers come when i’m not looking for them, and certain people are meant to be in my life. When we force certain people into our lives it’s incredibly uncomfortable— for a reason!! There are no coincidences and everything is happening in divine order. If you do the inner work and learn to let go you will become the flow of life and not just going with it. Surrender surrender surrender🍃
lastly, the more I’ve been fully grounded in the present moment the more I’ve come to surrender that everything will be okay 🌻 bye bye fear